Im on a high on a high, theres nothing more to it yeah

woah, i guess its been a while. I moved. I currently live in North Carolina due to the suckiness of people in PA. Ill explain later when  i have the time, but a certian few people are my reason for leaving. I think they know who they are. I dont know. I start school tomorrow. Im a little scared. I have been a lot happier since i got here. I miss a few kids. Sega&Mazz. Well Im at the library. There are these two black kids in here like beat boxing and i cant stop laughing at them. I kinda feel bad now. Well I hope everything goes good tomorrow. HEY KAM, if you read this- I mailed you a letter today. I just baught a phone on ebay. Its ugly. As long as it works right? My Dads flipping out on me to go. Later. P.S. Write me mail and send it to me.

I guess i'll make the effort to update this more often. Um, recently, nothing new has happend. Im giving this town one more shot. I almost moved, but i couldnt do it right now. I still have some people that i want to talk to & stuff. My grades are going down again. I dont know whats happened to me recently. I used to be so crazy and happy all the time, but i have no modivation anymore for anything. Im getting so frustrated with everything.  Ive had it with so many people. Honestly. My Christmas was alright, i liked that I got to spend it with Delaney. Going to NC was amazing, it always is. I hungout with my brother a lot. I miss having him around. I really want to move in with Rach & Donna.

P.S. TOMORROW IS DOUBLE U's BIRTHDAY. Hes one of my bestest friends. <3 <3 <3

I need to update more. So i guess everythings been crazy. Solution to the problem: I need to stop fucking up all the time and being a compulsive liar to my mother. Yeah so I'm no longer failing Geometry.
Delaney comes in a matter of days. <3I went to Sages house today
When will things get better? I feel like Im unrewarding. All I do is things that in the long run are just hurting me. So I'll Call This A Lesson Thats Worth Being Learned
You said you didn't know if you could trust me.
Well look whose Lying now.
EDIT. 12/20
I don't feel like making a new post. Today was horrible. I think I'm moving to NC. I can't stand it here anymore. All this town consists of is drugs, sex and liars. A lot of girls love letting their mouths run wild. To me they're Low lives. Talking about people is pointless. What do they have to prove? Delaney is coming tomorrow. I have some new experinces i need to show her. Im really sorry if i gave you my Fuck You stare today. Im just angry at the world right now. I got a few death stares today as well.
& Today I realized I don't need you. I want you though. Leave Comments.

The worst Thanksgiving ever.
I'm sick. I think I have that 24 Hour flu thing. It hurts.
I haven't updated in like month for some reason. Its cause I made a myspace and I like it better.
Delaney is coming to visit soon! Yay. Fucking exciting!
Everything is going pretty good right now. Actually, Pretty many of my old friends abandon me and it was pretty much the best thing that could have happend. It just shows who you should keep around and who you really dont need anymore. I've figured out a lot these past few weeks.
Hmm... so Comments?

<3 Samara

So my weekend was good. Saturday was great. I dont really want to go to school tomorrow, but i will.
Im encredibly frustrated with myself. I used to be so good at figuring people out and how they feel and this time, I cant. I just dont understand anything about how you can like pretend to like four hundred different people at the same time. Whatever, whatever.
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